Friday, June 6, 2008

The Weirdness of Prayer

Prayer is a very weird thing. I bow my head and talk to God and I listen. I think most people don't think too much about exactly how prayer works which is probably a good thing. It is a little bit of a mind bender. The Bible is clear about God wanting us to pray and even inviting us to bring our requests to him. It seems wildly presumptuous for me to offer my suggestion to an all-knowing, all-powerful, supreme Being who spoke the world into existence.
Dear God, My head hurts. I hate headaches. I think life would be better if my head had no pain. What say ye?
I realize most of our requests are not quite like that one but they do seem to be close sometimes. As presumptuous as it seems I have to remember God asks me to talk to him and even to make requests. I count on Him to sift out the really silly ones. I spend time in prayer every day. Sometimes it seems like I am saying the same thing a lot. I spend time listening. How does God speak? I ask Him to speak to me as I read the Bible and often he does. I am a little more reticent when it comes to God speaking to me in prayer. I have seen way too much abuse of the "God told me to do this" so I am always careful when trying to discern God speaking. But if I were God I think I would want to do at least some of the talking with someone like me. And so when I pray I also try to listen...just in case. The other day I was riding my bike. I wasn't intending to pray but out of the blue I kept thinking of a friend of mine I hadn't talked to in a while. I started to get the distinct impression that it was God who was bringing this friend to my mind and that God wanted me to call him. So, when I got home I called him. As it turned out he had been going through one of the most difficult times in his life. He asked me why I had called. I told him that I thought God wanted me to. "Weird", he said. "Indeed", I said. I liked the idea that God had said something and I hadn't missed it. My friend and I had a good talk and then met and talked some more. I think it was encouraging for him not just that I called and we talked but that God cared enough about him to get a message through my thick head to call him. Prayer is still a mystery to me but I think I might be right that God may want to talk more during my prayer time. Maybe he had tried earlier that morning during my official time with Him but it was during my bike ride when He finally go through. So, keep praying, keep listening, keep bringing your requests to God. I learned a long time ago that I don't have to know how something works in order to benefit from it. If you feel like God is speaking to you I think it is healthy to always consider that your receptor could be way off and it might not be God at all but just in case give your friend a call because in the mystery of prayer God still speaks.

3 comments:

Ryan Tate said...

I have a friend that went on an 8 month trip to Inida with the India Gospel League a couple years ago. Of course we prayed for him before he went. But praying for him went away quickly due to my own weakness in disciplined prayer. But very frequently during those 8 months the basic thought of him kept coming to my mind. Typically through something that reminded me of him, or running into mutual friends. It took me nearly 5 of the 8 months to realize why the thought of him kept coming to my mind. It was God trying to tell me to pray for him. There was a specific reason that he kept popping up in my head. I didn't know exactly what to pray for everytime, but I felt that at those EXACT MOMENTS he needed my prayers. Whether for strength, courage, joy, saftey...I didn't know. But, God was speaking to me for nearly 5 months before I realized it. I wonder what else I have been missing. Joe, thanks for the encouragement and reminder to listen.

Anonymous said...

And we stand in awe don't we!

Anonymous said...

Learning to listen to God. This is so where I'm at right now. And a dear friend of mine, my spiritual big sister, tells me God is always, always, always speaking to us. WE have to learn how to listen and discern, both with our eyes and our ears. Learn to pay attention to that reoccuring thought or that nagging in your gut or that certain thing that just keeps coming around. Both to do and to not do certain things. And I do know from some past experiences, this is true. Then when we follow through in obedience, comes that inner peace that's almost as unexplainable as the disrest that was happening prior. It is such a great feeling when we follow through when we feel we're "being led". And not so much because of the end results, which can be very satisfying, but because of the personal affirmation from God that He IS there, He DOES know, and He DOES care. It's a real boost!